as life goes on...
Last Tuesday was my first Bio. lesson at Morph. some place far away from the main building. So Areena and I got lost we reached some kampong ulu area which looks like the infection hospital area -.- and were were late for class for 1.5hrs... it was our first Bio. class. Thank God our teacher is very lenient. (2nd last paragraph for full story) Seriously, Bio, class you copy notes from the textbook. No teaching takes place as in directly. So awesome ^^ self-study ^^ haha... no boring lectures yet at the moment...-I can't imagine going for lectures with teachers who speaks English but with heavy Russian slang but so far all is fine^^...
Oh yes I cried in Russian Class last Friday ^^ haha... my grammer is so weak. But it's ok... shall get use to it like how I studied English last time... -.- ...am slow...am very slow... but it's ok I have already spoke to my teacher about my problem. I don't quite understand fully the Russian grammer....but I think it takes time... especially for me... -.-
My friends here are so awesome...they help me a lot we are like a huge family. I am very thankful that I came here. I have learnt a lot of things not just in terms of school work...but more about life, emotions, and my own well-being... I realized how much I missed out...and there is more to it then just that as it's has only been about 2 months. I am grateful to all my seniors and to all pre-med. students from Malaysia...they really supported me...sometimes I really feel useless and I came to realise how fragile I am...Coming to Russia to me is such an eye opening experience I rarely get scolded by teachers in Singapore but here every Russian class confirm I will get shoot down... -.- haiz...
So far I have started Chem, Maths, Bio, Informatics classes. So far am doing fine with the exception of Russian language. But now, I think I am brave enough to speak to some random Russian ppl and speak SIMPLE Russian with them. My perspective on Russian ppl also have changed. They just look scary but actually they are not. When Areena and I got lost, I spoke to 2 aunties. Both were scary looking but I was desperate and we were very late...lost at some kampung...
What happened was this. We didn't know how to go to Morph. so the night before I asked my senior how to go, she told me all the possible routes and even drew me a map^^. The easiest route was marchute 14. So Areena and I planned to take marchute 14. But what happened was 14 was full and we were running late. So we had no choice but to take any available marchute which goes to Morph. and 70 was the marchute that we took.Our senior told us that marchute 70 will turn right at a junction and directly after that we have to get down. So what happened was that Areena and myself took marchute 70 and we were waiting for the marchute to turn right and one of the junctions. So we waited and waited and waited. I realised that something wasn't right and signaled to Areena cause the lanscape outside is already the ulu-ulu kind. There was this stop where everyone got down. and so, we got down as well. We had no idea whr we were and we were already 15 mins late. I started panicking. We traced back our path on foot and it was very cold with slight drizzle... We contacted our seniors and classmates to ask for help. I saw the tram line thinking that we can get tram no. 2. But I didn't see and tram no. 2. So I asked an aunty if there was tram no. 2 here. She said no, then asked whr we were going and we said hospital. She looked shocked and said that the place we were heading too is very far away(over-short already). And we stupidly asked if we can walk... she said of course not...need to take marchute or bus... and I was like...crap...And so we went to the road side.I asked another aunty if there was any marchute(mini bus) 70 along the road. She said yes. Then asked where am I going. - a normal person won't ask that, they will just answer your question and walk away...So we boarded the marchute. In the marchute, Areena asked how to go to Morph. to this one old uncle...a guy overheard our conversation and helped us too and it happened that he was also going down at the same stop as us...and so we were saved by Russian ppl ...In conclusion, Russian ppl aren't that bad.
Yesterday I went to Kitai Gorad(China town) to buy winter clothings and boots... OMG I am so happy ^^ haha...I got boots/huge winter jacket/2 autumn wear/2 turtle neck and an unbelievable price...thanks to a chinese friend who helps to bargain the price ... ahh he is so cool...I owe him big time I saved a lot and with that extra money I bought another autumn wear which is why I ended up with 2 autumn wear. My plan was actually just 1 winter/1autumn/boots/2turtle neck ^^ haha am as happy as a lark^^ hehe... okies gtg...I have got a huge problem... MOE Sinapore just contacted me and they are asking lots of question...
Roses are red ♥
Violets are blue ♥
Lots of love ♥
From chocolurver to you♥
I miss your beautiful smile
-----♥ ♥ ♥ 6:07 PMas time ticks away...
Anyways, I have already been marked by my Russian Language teacher but no point being grouchy over useless things...if she labels me as a dim-wit or what-so-ever I don't care anymore...main reason is because it's language as in academic wise, my language is rock bottom to the core. Besides, as long as we smile and talk to each other it's fine...
Had my first Mathematics class last Wed. I think I am going to study again all that I have studied. Maybe some new formulas will be introduced... =) hoho the teacher ain't that bad. She was a bit fast though. I had to use short form. The method of teaching here is different as compared to Singapore. Here, it's dictation...they say, you write you notes. Only some examples will be written on the board the rest it's up to your ears. Something new for me...
Tomorrow will be having my first Chemistry lesson ^^ haha... and I heard that my Chem. teacher is someone like my Russian teacher -.- just hope that they are not copies of one another...
MY ROOM-MATE IS A SADIST (=P)... ^^v haha...
Roses are red ♥
Violets are blue ♥
Lots of love ♥
From chocolurver to you♥
I miss your beautiful smile
-----♥ ♥ ♥ 12:36 AMDISCHARGED
Yes, I was hospitalized. I vomited, headache and stomach ache. Before that I was already sick with fever and flu due to temperature changes. So the total no. of days of me not attending school is 8... yes...8 schooling days. that's a long time. I will manage it somehow. Lots of funny things happened in the hospital. The nurses spoke to me in Russian and as you know my language is bad...esp. RUSSIAN so in the hospital I picked up a new language- sign language... I hand is blue-black at the moment due to those nasty needles for drip. Even now, I still feel tired and completely useless. Tomorrow I have class. Wonder what's waiting for me. All I can do now is pray. (-.-)
Am a bit worried about tomorrow ... it's been 8 days...
Roses are red ♥
Violets are blue ♥
Lots of love ♥
From chocolurver to you♥
I miss your beautiful smile
-----♥ ♥ ♥ 10:33 PMSHOPPING
I went home at 5.45pm and it's already dark... but it wasn't so bad ^^ haha...anyways, I have to get use to it cause I will be having classes till 6.10pm...which is darker. And today the temperature was like 2 degrees Celsius...and I only found that out after coming back. The sky was all gloomy the whole day it like as if it was going to rain... the wind here is very strong and extremely cold. At first, in the afternoon, I found it refreshing but while going back...I found it a little uncomfortable cause I guess it was colder and more windy in the evening. I can hear the wind howling from my window and it only started today. SO I wonder if am I sleeping tonight... ^^ haha.
I need to memorize Rasskaz ^^ haha about my FAMILY... it should be easier to remember since it's about my family ^^ ...yes?
Talking about work, today Areena help me to read Russian properly... as you all know, I am a lazy reader so I tend to guess the words(for English I can do but it seems Russian is impossible-at the moment). She is so strict. But I pity her very much for having such an idiotic student like me...since I am so lazy to read. She ask me to point and read. Which I did... but that passage is ochen troodney(very difficult) for me... but it's ok step-by-step...I am very grateful for her effort. Thank you so much ^^ n am sorry...I am slow...it's language so yes...that's my weak point. If Maths or Science maybe can but language -.- ...
Ok...need to memorize Rasskaz...aatually I have one more extra day to memorize but..it's russian...have no choice...am quite weak... -.-
Roses are red ♥
Violets are blue ♥
Lots of love ♥
From chocolurver to you♥
I miss your beautiful smile
-----♥ ♥ ♥ 3:10 AMJealous
-My friend Eelin- the Chinese girl from Sabah wished you "happy birthday and stay healthy forever"
Today she turns 2yr old. I skyped with my family this morning at 5am(Russian time)...-well actually, it's supposed to be 6am Russian time but today is the day by which time all over half of the world changes due to daylight savings...meaning every year, sometime close to November the time changes making it one hr it slow.Then later they switch back to the original time, which I don't know when.-
Anyways, I skyped with my family and they were rubbing it onto my face about the cake which they bought for my sister and another one that came from my mother's friend. -.- umm irritating. But it's ok...am quite immune to chocolates already. You know I bought chocolates 2 weeks ago till now it has yet to finish.-I broke record cause normally within a few days it will finish.- I SAW MY BABY SISTER ^^ haha am so happy... and she waved and called me "kakak"...Ahhh...
Actually, I skyped yesterday as well in my friend's room using her laptop. When they heard Umi's voice, they were scared saying that she seems strict. My mother has a teacher's voice so of course it's loud. They thought my mother was shouting at me...-well probably because they brought up the topic saying that I am stress...- but actually she wasn't shouting...she was just talking... If they thought that my mother was shouting, then I wonder what they will say when my mother screams? Haha...that was just my mother...not my father...
Hoho and they have yet to hear me scream... ^^ yes am not so lady-like ^^ haha
Wanna see the birthday photos ^^v waiting for my bro. to upload them ^^
Roses are red ♥
Violets are blue ♥
Lots of love ♥
From chocolurver to you♥
I miss your beautiful smile
-----♥ ♥ ♥ 12:41 PMthose pieces of memories
Anyways, I am much more cheerful today. Even though I have lots of homework and a super big russian passage to memorize.(like what-ever...but I find it fun and very challenging...but the fact is, I think I am improving) You see on the days when I am cheerful, my friends seems stress due to work and problems back in Malaysia. When I am indifferent, they are cheerful and condemned me saying that I am stress. Ain't that funny... but that's the end of it...
Today, it seems that they have switched on the heater in my room... but seriously...it's not that cold. The temp. these pass few days was quite high like 21-29 compared to 11-15 degrees Celsius when we first arrived. However, we got a warning claiming that next week is going to be cold like 2-10 degrees Celsius. Haha^^ ...shall just wait and see...
Ok am off doing homework and memorizing my RASSKAZ...
PS: today, I cooked chicken curry ^^ hehe... but Areena wanted to add milk... so i just add. ^^ hehe it turned out well ^^
Roses are red ♥
Violets are blue ♥
Lots of love ♥
From chocolurver to you♥
I miss your beautiful smile
-----♥ ♥ ♥ 11:55 PMhappy happy happy ^^
Today I woke up with a positive note. I smiled for the first time in my life in the wee hours of the morning.(okla probably most of you think that I am psycho.) But seriously. When I think back, smiling was never the first thing I did in the morning. Anyways, today I was happy. Probably because I have memorize my Russian elements for chemistry and my rasskaz(short story) And you know what? Today is the first time in MY history that I got pyat(5) for rasskaz(short story- which is full marks)^^hehe^^Happy happy -jumps with joy- As the days go by, I find it more and more exciting...and I am getting happier by the day.All my seniors/friends say that I am stress...hmm...if they say that I look stress now... I wonder what they'll say if they were present during my O Levels and Streaming year... they ain't see nothing yet... it's just my face... not my soul...my face is just a mask nobody really knows how I am really feeling, sometimes I also don't know -.- does this even make sense...But am glad...Ee Lin and Kalis(my two other friends) agreed with me. Areena loves to say that I am stress...so I gave it back to her saying that SHE is stress...there is a saying that goes-the robber won't admit that he robbed the bank instead he blames someone else...so this is the case for Areena I think... she is stress...with nothing better to do so she blames and condemns me by saying that I am stress...But when I met the first years, I have no idea why they said I looked stress...exactly which part of my face shows that I am stress...even when I smile it seems, someone told me I look stressed...DO I HAVE TO GO FOR SOME SURGERY so I don't look stress? This ppl... just because I am a Singaporean...they label me as kiasu or say that I am stress... haiz...Actually my parents ever commented about me having a stressful face...seriously I don't get WHY? What can I do...I am born with this face... -.- I can't exactly do anything about it...just live and deal with it...once ppl ask me if I'm stress while I am NOT stress...I can really get stress...( OK ENOUGH OF STRESSING...before I really get stress...seriously...this is quite pissing me off if am in a bad mood...don't be surprise if I explode)
I always get disturbed by my friends and sometimes my seniors but most of the time by my room-mate, Areena. To tell you the truth, I don't mind getting disturbed. The funny thing is while I was schooling in Singapore, people don't dare to disturb me as I was/seemed strict/serious and even if they do... I will shoot them back with heavy sarcasm-which can be crude then they don't dare to do it again... In Singapore, I dare shoot back. Here, leaving in hostel on another foreign land(besides Malaysia) with Malaysian students whom I don't think were expose to ULTRA HEAVY SARCASM...I don't dare to shoot back. Reason 1: they may not understand double/triple meanings. Reason 2: they my get hurt. Another reason why I don't shoot back is simply because am too tired to entertain these ppl/jokers and I have no comment or what-so-ever.
My room-mate, Areena/Mak Cik Kuritsa(chicken since she loves to eat chicken)was super hyper this morning. She started laughing in class for no reason and meowing as well...don't ask me why. All I know is things many things are getting more interesting and funny these days. Including me prepadavatel(teacher). She is a very nice, good and strict teacher...but seriously when she fumes...you'll see me scared stiff...but it's ok... Thanks to these kind of teachers I can become more discipline(think positive)...
One more thing. Today, I went to my seniors house ^^ haha and had dinner. It was scrumptious ^^v haha... I am seriously going to get fat... MUST GO ON A VEGGIE. DIET...haha I don't even know how fat(heavy) I am cause I have no weighing machine...I hope I didn't put on much...
In conclusion, my life here is colorful, unique(from my view), interesting and unpredictable...It's cool... ^^ haha ... I can't really adapt to this ever-changing waves of events but I can live with it ^^ it seems very challenging but not really...you can say that I am enjoying it...with all the warm companies and so on and so forth...
...seriously...this is crap... nothing better to do...so this post is SO RANDOM...
Roses are red ♥
Violets are blue ♥
Lots of love ♥
From chocolurver to you♥
I miss your beautiful smile
-----♥ ♥ ♥ 12:12 AM
I'm a girl/♥chocolurver who ♥loves♥ to eat ♥chocolates.
Especially ♥dark chocolate♥ cause it is said to be healthy♥.
they're ♥very nice♥. it helps me to relax♥ too ^^ haha.
Maybe....I dunno. Am a coffee addict♥ as well.
I am ♥everything I wanna be♥ cause, i'm just me.